As another Lame Cherry exclusive in matter anti matter.
This is a lesson in God working and I post this so that you will be aware of this reality of God working.
I have a tool of satan neighbor. I have thousands of non donors. I have people who think I should pay for their mistakes. This all begins a few years ago in I tried to be a good neighbor, taking kittens back to the tool, and asked him if he could put bales out for our cattle sometime. He agreed. I asked him if he had any additional hay......he lied and said he might have to buy more feed.
In the end he chewed my ass and told me to get a tractor myself if I could not feed my own cattle. I have pets who should have been sold, being old, they got weak in a HAARP winter and several died.
He apologized but talk is cheap.
His next venture was to run 3 bulls onto our property, not tell us, with the owner, and one of them ambushed me and tried to kill me.
Next venture, he did not fix his fence, our calves got out, and he chased the hell out of them making them wild with his ATV.
This in turn made them so wild that I could not work them and I did not know what to do. Took all winter to settle them down.
Next venture this past spring, he had hot cows, meaning needing to be bred. My bull followed his hot cows that broke into our pasture back into his. Lovely thing is he chased the bull until it was attacking him, and then he called me and told me to come get it as “the head was up”. I have no trailer or pick up, that non donor thing, and into this I got another neighbor, who was not told what was going on who almost got killed by that bull. The bull settled down and was fine in the trailer in a few days, but got sold.
So I have been in a state of terror over cattle getting out, getting the Sheriff called on me, someone hitting our animals and huge amounts of stress as it hard to work bulls which are wild as hell.
I kept praying for God to get rid of the tool. No help on that end. I asked God to deal with things and that began my hell weeks. The cattle started getting out, I got a few sorted and got them sold, and then when I thought I had everythings solved, here comes Sunday morning and I get a call my cattle were out........3 of them. We went over and I thought, “OK get them in the corral and sell them.”.
They took off and found a hole in the fence and crawled back in. God had other things on the schedule to solve things.
So my trucker is hell on wheels. Cattle are more nuts after he is done with them, so I opted for a relative to haul to keep them settled. So TL and I got them all in, 90 minute herding on foot, patched the old corral, and I thought leave them there until I had the trucker lined up.
I text him...........sorry my trailer is down south and I can’t haul due to harvest.
I tried another relative......he is retired.
Back to hell on wheels who said he would haul them.
So I hurt from my immune system being inflamed. We went over, sorted the cattle out to be sold, took over a few panels heavy as I am to hold the bulls, and then babysat the ones in the panels all day. They still moved that panels 8 feet. Bulls are strong.
I fed them, and around 5:30 the trucker showed, I had partitions up to close the holding area down. His new toy is a rattle which rattles and scares cattle. I fortunately did not get busted up when a bull spun around and tried to escape.
All was loaded and my stress went with it, as the cows do not get out, was the bulls with calves following them, pushing through the fence.
The end result of this was chit HAARP weather in wind, sleet and cold. God gave us a short window and terrorized me to get things done I did not want to do, because it seemed impossible and there were problems every day.
Most people do not think of God terrorizing people to get the end result of “God helps those who are terrified and without any choice who are forced to do things they would not”. That was my reality.
I am most grateful for God in His solution. It apparently had to be this way, but I felt more like a nag with a bit jerked in my mouth and a whip on my ass with guns shot over me to make me stampede in a direction.
Has been a few years of hell, and two weeks of angst, and I am wore out and exhausted, as everyday as a big day and struggle. Even the day after we had a bit day in delousing cattle, getting garden stuff in, and the furnace guy appeared after almost a year in asking him.
God is getting things done, and I appreciate this very very much.
I conclude it is humiliating to be treated like an animal, but I am interested in the results and being done with this stress. It will take time to get over this terror and I have had nothing but chit happening to me since 3 months ago, in something horrid appearing again to hurt and stagger me.
I have no answers in this terror solution. Felt more like God just taking over and swatting me around to get things done. I get allot of abuse so that is not out of the norm.
I would rather have God working and the solution than stuck in Egypt in misery.
That is what I get from this now.
Nuff Said
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