As another Lame Cherry exclusive in matter anti matter.
I’m not an Elijah nor a St. Paul, but I have been contemplating God, defining Himself in a sinful world, and at a time like this, I feel inside that God is just looking at me, to see once again what I will do when all is hopeless.
I think of Elijah. Now this is a hero of mine. He was incredible in Spiritual ability in God working through him, and yet he was hiding in a cave when God came to him in a still small voice, asking why he was in this cave.
Elijah had miracles worked through him. He was chosen to help save Israel. Yet he was a hunted man, persecuted by the king. He had been broken to the point in he did not want to do this anymore. When Elijah told God, that he had been Faithful, God’s reply was, “I have 7000 more who have not bent the knee to idols”.
Thee most important Prophet of all time and God neglected to inform him that he was not alone.
I think allot about St. Paul working in a tannery. This was the most profound Apostle of the Lord, his volumes make up a great deal of the New Testament in examining Hebrew Law and Gospel.
Yet to eat, he was in one of thee most disgusting jobs on the planet. For those who do not know, to make leather you have to slip the hair off. To do that you have to soak the skin in water, till it is rotting, and this loosens the hair. Yes it stinks, I have done this with deer hide. It is filthy and disgusting. There was though St. Paul not recording himself as complaining in the bad times when he had known the good times.
At the moment, the Brier has been plastered by HAARP chem chill. We had a blizzard, and you go from 60 degrees and sweating to being chilled from the inside from chemical cooling it is hard. It zaps your strength. I have done things to be ready, but satan impeded the person from getting our hay to us, so that we have things sorted out. That is stress. Stress is all about this in caring for animals. My enemies live in luxury. I’m the one suffering. I tell God I can not be doing this anymore as I am wore out, and the Comfort does not come, as it is something which is bothersome to me, to be made to scream in agony, be a failure, look like a fool and for God to just watch me again. I have no idea what is in God’s Mind. No one does, so I can not speak for Him, but this endless pressure and stress is nothing I can deal with anymore.
At the moment, I forget what was going on today, and I needed a solution to something and just like that the Holy Ghost popped the solution into my mind……oh I know, it was the chicken coop door needed to be sealed up for the cold, and I had some styrofoam and was going to nail it, but the Holy Ghost said, “Use that project stapler you have”. It was brilliant and worked perfectly.
Yes I think I’m being neglected on other things and like that the Holy Ghost is there paying attention to me. God has been busy in feeding the animals and dealing with things, and I appreciate it, but it is all this Christian thing of Elijah and St. Paul which all of us face.
I know that no fiery chariot is coming for me and I doubt I will be chosen as some Christ ambassador to the leaders. I’m just me, having the like problems and the wondering when God will get me over this hump for good, as no one else in the Christ group ever seems to get over the hump.
Nuff Said
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