As another Lame Cherry exclusive in matter anti matter.
That is the question which the Holy Ghost has grown me into in, "What if I was not here, as in dead tomorrow or a few weeks from now?"
I have contemplated this previously, but at this point in my Spiritual growth it is coming to full focus and it honestly is a question which everyone should ask themselves to do a life evaluation, for in my assessment it is a reality of the incorrect focus.
My long time children know that the donations given are for the purchase of my Grandpa's place as that was a a dream of mine. It is rough land, and when I view it, I see little dams all over the place, ponds and lakes, and a wildlife bonanza. No one else sees this, in fact the relatives who have it, had other ideas in looting it or not thinking of it is my family's heritage.
It got to the point last August that in a panic, I was informed that the place could be sold to me for around 400,000 dollars. The kind of payments I could make on that would make me about 90 years old when it would be bought. I was not going to work myself in that age bracket for land, that when I'm not here it will be shit to the wind as that is what happens when people die, your shit gets scattered to the wind as people do not care, and those people who think they can make wills and trust funds are fools, in people will do what the hell they want with your precious stuff as it is their loot now to enjoy in revenge on you.
So I look at things, like being avenged. If I died, I could not give a shit about the assholes who are going to hell, so why not just put things into God's hands as I have done, and leave it be. It is a waste of anguish to be noting daily what some asshole is looking like they are dying from and finding out they are not dead yet.
I see no sense in busting my ass, struggling, worrying, working to death for things in this life. They are here when I die, so they are worthless.
I know Jesus teaches all of this in the Bible about having food and raiment and being content, how God takes care of all the birds so He will take care of you, and yes I like to do some things so I probably would apply myself to not be a fool and make provision for things, but the Words of Solomon by the Holy Ghost are the definition of this life, in the best you can do is enjoy what you have earned.
If I was going to be dead tomorrow or the near future, or distant future space, I would not be doing allot of the things I have done. I have animals which I gain emotional delight from. I don't have them for profit. There are only so many trinkets, in my case guns that I can have, and even though they delight me, what do I need another gun for, or whatever you have piling up that is going to end up in the junk.
I mentioned a rich Catholic here who got that way getting pennies from others in their business. This old gal had like 12 kids, and one of our friends was digging through their dumpster and came out with allot of stuff those kids tossed. They did not sit it on the street to let people have it, did not give it to charity, they tossed it. There were numbers of collectors items in that junk which our friend picked up.
The point is, your precious things are going somewhere and it is not going to be admired. It will probably be the landfill.
I think of my dead brother, all of his hunting stuff. I have no idea where it went, it was all quality. I just know that selfish bastard never offered me anything, nor did his kids. I suspect like most things that group got ahold of, it is beat to hell and laying in some river or chicken shit.
There are few people like me who with my Beloved Uncles things, I actually kept them in figuring he will come back someday with Jesus. Is not my stuff, it is his and I just caretake it. I figure all my stuff will be scattered and I would lament that, but it exposes where my heart is at, as a cast iron pan is not going to weep a tear for me. Your focus is on Spiritual growth and serving God. That is where the Treasure is eternal, not in a pile of money or whatever else you are attached to and gaining your validation from.
So why don't you look around at your situation now and pause a bit and contemplate what you are so involved in and what is such a priority, in if you were dead in a few hours, how you should see it would not amount to jack shit.
I was reading an old boy who said that children are no security in retirement. He was right. Most move away to get away from the responsibility and the last thing they want is you, and the first thing they want to know is how much they get when you die.
Frankly I believe that a blessed end in a quick painless death is one of the greatest Gifts from God. Dying though is the easy part once it happens, getting there is the hardest part.
I doubt this is going to change anyone reading this. I doubt you will focus on the Spiritual and that you will keep right at what you have been engaged in. I though am reassessing me. I have changed. I am letting go. I am focusing on my connection with God and praying for something more.
I would though unless God said otherwise, still keep posting the blog, for His Words here. This has never been about me. I'm here to have God work through me and honestly I see the benefit now of me vanishing really, in denying myself and being absorbed into the Body of Christ for the Spiritual Glory of the Father. I can't say that I'm all that impressive to hang on to.
I had two examples of God Caring for me today. It was done by God delaying me at stop lights. We took our taxes in to our preparer. The gal who helps was standing there and we handed them to her. I needed t to talk to another tax guy as our preparer is going to retire. We pulled into the parking lot and there he was. I asked and he said sure he would do it next year. I wanted to ask a game warden about picking pu road kill deer for projects. There he was sitting in another parking lot. I tapped on his window and we got it straightened out. That is God guiding the life I have invested in Him, even if shit from this world like HAARP and not feeling the best at times, are the attacks of satan in trying to divert my growing in God.
I have seen the vanity, the futility of Ecclesiastics. There was a distant relative when I was a child who was the richest man around. He is dead. His wealth got a good end for his children and relatives mostly, but no one knows who this man is now that God blessed. He called money trash as it piled up and did not know what to do with it. His perspective was blessed by God, but most people are enraptured by money so it overtakes them and controls them. I see people in mansions, I see them in luxury cars, I see them on vacations, I see the bling, and the next thing they will be dead and it is all gone. Just look at Rush Limbaugh in a man who never invested in his audience. He is dead and not a person mentions him. A billion dollars wasted in his bank account as it never had an investment in people who would care.
This is it for the meandering this as I have the answers in this life's direction. Priorities are what good are things if I'm dead tomorrow. That is the line of decision. It would be Wise to face those questions now to get your priorities straight before you do die and Jesus is going to be demanding to know about all the wasted time and what you did not invest His money in.
Nuff Said
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