As another Lame Cherry exclusive in matter anti matter.
Over the past months I have had an experience which had one more log on the fire today in reminding me what I was in being a complete fool, as someone said to me, "This entire thing is not acceptable".
They were addressing their own lives and when I heard that I cringed. The reason I cringed, it was in Spirit, the Holy Spirit, and I was hearing things on how God hears things all the time. Actually, I was in that misery for a greater part of this life I live for God, until I submitted and surrendered, and then the suffering I was going through was still too much..........but only in my view, because God knew He had to break my spirit and break my heat to bring me to compliance and acceptance. I'm of the Lost 10 so here am I a most stiffnecked and stubborn people. Mine were the leaders who advanced the Lost 10 into new lands first, whether in the Mideast, Asia, Europe or the United States. We were the pathfinders.
So when I heard of a person not getting their way, I was hearing rebellion and sin for what it was. They were not being able to ram God into their mould to construct what they thought they would then be pleased with. Having been there, having had years of trials and experiences, and the Christian which here am I now, I know the things I thought I wanted, lusted for, contended God over, are nothing and the vision comes clear in this in what is important in God's WIsdom for me.
This person did ask me questions as numbers of people do, but they do not want the answers. They want validation that their points are a debate that they are right. I explained a few times, and I got shouted out, with the last time, "That is bullshit!". OK been there on thee emotional surge and I know one absolute, either you comply or you will die in that obstinance.
About a week ago, I was walking up the driveway and thinking, and thanking God, "That I'm no longer a bullshit person". I did not state it thtat way, but I apologized to God that I was seeing the person I was long ago and I was embarrassed at how I had acted. I know that the person I'm dealing with if they got what they wanted, they would destroy themselves. That has always been the first problem in this, in all they engaged in was a literal lie. This sounds easy for us on the outside, but we are the liars inside. We all try to maneuver God to get what we want, we argue, debate, sugar coat and lie to God, but He has heard it all before from satan and "clever" people and knows what is taking place.
My sorrow in this is as I expressed to God, I was lamenting that God has to deal with this from so many people who are just ungrateful and shirk their responsibility.
All of us are here to grow in Spirit. This is not any of our lives. God created us for His purpose. We do not enter this world to have God serve us. We are put here to serve God. Allot of people doing wonderful things are not serving God, but finding a way to glory themselves and pretend they are serving God.
So what is this impossible situation? I thought I would give 10 things I could observe in this persons horrid life.
1. God saved their life.
2. God has them financially secure
3. God has them healthy.
4. God has placed them in security.
5. God has delivered them from an evil existence.
6. God has given them wonderful gifts to delight in.
7. God has protected them.
8. God has readily been available for their learning.
9. God has given them a good name.
10, God has restored them.
Now being out of debt, having a home. food, clothing, security, money, people who care about them, just off the top of this, that is an abundance which 99 of the creatures in African and Asia dream about as their wonderful life. Knowing what is in America in the debt, the vax sickness, the evils of satan, people with an awareness would think the impossible life this person is furious is about, is the kind of life they would give anything to have.
So what do you think God hears when He does all of that for years, and sees zero appreciation for all the Caring He has put in, because someone is in a rage and hurt that they can not get God to comply with their destruction to destroy everything God did. You can see this answer, but do you see it in your own lives in your war with God?
Sitting here the words the Spirit has come to me is "Someone who has not taken responsibility for the disaster they degraded into and is ungrateful for the Good which God has bestowed".
All is easy to see when it is not your own hurts.
For me, God allowed me to be shattered repeatedly. I'm rather like a glass that is frosty looking which was once crystal, but has been smashed so many times, that I'm all God's Glue holding me together. I'm not me anymore as that has disappeared by design. I'm God's and His Will be accomplished as that is why I was created, to be in the Body of Christ and to be a Light of God. I deny the old me as I submit to being the person God shapes me into for Him.
Most people exist in the lie that "I'm a good person and I accept what God says", when in reality, they are filth compared to God and are playing an angle to try and con God to submit to them. Most people run this fraud and get a few chain jerks in their 20's and 30's, and discover the end of the chain their 40's and go to jerking against it. They run through this cycle ot their end of this life which for most hits around 70 years of age. Maybe if the time allows, they rot in some geezer factory long enough to come to terms with they have to submit to God then, but that great shadow of humanity is going to face the Great White Throne Judgment and be ordered to depart as they never stopped worshipping themselves first.
I thank God for His carrying me forward through my horrid existence to my submiting. It is Peaceful and Joyous inside when you are submitting to God and have let the world go. Just like rich people though not entering Heaven like a camel getting through the eye of a needle, most people are stubborn and demand things their way instead of God's Way.
Every human above faces the above reality. For all the Gifts St. Paul had, God denied him a spouse as that would have most likely been an idol to him and ended eternal Life. Paul the teacher, still was in the surf with rotten hides to be tanned, scraping the hair off for his daily bread. We witness allot of rich people in the Bible, but there are far more Widow's with mites than Sarah living in her own tent. As my Grandpa said, "God does not give money to allot of people as they can not handle it". Sarah had a problem with beauty and her postion. Ishmael is a problem the world still faces, because of that woman. If you do not have, it is because you will consume it on the lusts of your heart, and why should a Loving God give you things which are going to cause you death and the world of people perpetual problems when you play God and think you have the right ideas, because your weakness and satan has brought you to that wrong conclusion? That is rhetorical.
None of this is easy. It is not easy for me most times yet. Part of this is so that I do not become enamoured yet with this life and love it more than God. I get to enjoying things and then get sick and think, "Why do I want to be suffering like this!" Just reminders from a Loving God.
It is two different things in claiming you are a Christian and being a Christian.
I had it much more difficult than you. I did not have a human to ask and receive the right answers. All I had were satan's mouthpieces telling me shit and I had to resort to being wounded and miserable to addressing God and waiting for the answers, which each of you who have any sense now are being taught and not having to try and figure this out for your entire lifetime.
Where my family were wilderness pathfinders, I have become a Spiritual pathfinder
May the Peace of Jesus the Christ keep His children in Faith and may the Rod of the Father break the rebellious so they might become His offspring, in Jesus Name Amen and Amen.
Nuff Said
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