Friday, September 10, 2010

Try the spirits

This evening I had some visitors who besides their snotty remarks in what I term "southern sweet" in people like this say things which if you think about it they are insulting as hell, that when they left I was absolutely furious and unsettled.

This kept up for some time as I was venting to my Mom who was not exactly in the best of moods either after these people left.......and that is when the Holy Ghost started speaking to me an understanding which I had never contemplated or comprehended previously.
It was not the things the people were saying, but it was their aura which we were picking up which is so unsettling.
I noted it was like a battle in fighting them off and my Mom agreed..........to a point when I mentioned someone else as an example that they always felt "heavy" in being on a cutting edge, she immediately affirmed she always felt the same way.

It required almost an hour for the psychic soul print of these people to leave our home, and, it helped a great deal in calming me down in I was not upset about stupid remarks, but that the Spirit in me was filled with revulsion in having these people around me.
Oddly they are friendly, would be considered good community folks, but the things I feel Spiritually tell an exactly different story of what is really going on inside of them.

Everyone has this feeling of people. I was just discussing this with my brother not long before the visitation. He was telling me things Mom had been relating about auras which people have which are positive as her aura is and how people and animals can always feel that aura in who a person really is at heart.

This past summer, I have been having a strange manifestation happening around me which puzzles me. I have always been envious of my Mom in she "sees" Spiritual things. My Sister, even the Holy Ghost and my Aunt all visited my Mom. The Sister and Aunt after they died.
My Sister came to her and told Mom that she was alright and not to be upset, and my Aunt showed up to check on her. Auntie apparently checked on several people as remarks of her showing up were reported.
Mom has seen marvelous things and I was jealous as miraculous events are something which appeal to me.

In noting this, one morning I entered our kitchen and there was this "morning light" there which I thought my vision was cloudy. It was a light with substance.
I shrugged it off, but then on a walk weeks later as I turned into our drive, there was this light again.
As I was doing chores one evening, I rounded a turn and the light appeared again. This time being startled my scientific mind was alerted by the Holy Ghost to start processing information as honestly I didn't know if I was going blind, something was wrong with me or I was in danger from something.

So I turned my head and kept my eyes from moving to prove my field of vision. Turned out the light was in my area and did not move, for the other areas looked normal. That ended the medical question or something being wrong with me, as what I was seeing was real.

As Mom was in the hospital and I was cleaning up things around here, the light was seen again one morning as I was outside.

Mom suggested tonight this was Angelic and I would concur as I puzzle over it. I do not know the meaning unless this is answers in prayers for me to "see" Spiritual things. I feel nothing, hear nothing, smell nothing, and the light apparently confuses me enough that by instinct I will not look up as one learns not to look at the sun.

A friend once told me that we all see things, but some chose not to see them. I know I feel things more and can read people in their auras. There are times in an emotional past, that I have locked onto the devil literally around some people and that is one of the most interesting of events, because satan is a power source which does not tire.
When one reads people or spirit or Spirits, in my situation the more I reach out and touch the aura, the more I can feel it, so the more I am drawn to listen to it, so the "sound" becomes louder and it weighs more heavily in me.
It literally will almost overcome me as one can not turn this off, all one can do is by will focus on other things to stop "hearing" the broadcast going on.

It is not a sound I hear, but it is more like having your head under water in pressure as that is what it is, is a light pressure wave. I can tell intent on people whether evil or good, and that includes the demonic and God. Yes, I do and have touched or been touched by the Thoughts of God concerning me. God is a rushing volume............and I can tell the force of intent on these auras from painful high pitches which hurt in my ears to a deep wave of force.
The depth is a measure of strength and the high pitch is weakness but intense emotion directed at me.

Here am I though usually now so busy that I do not have the time to focus on people to read them. Yet I can tell often who and what is being thought about me as these waves come into me from the distance.
I once did a study which confirmed that the internet amplifies the power and connection people have. That is why it was so addictive to some people........I know in chat some evenings that I could feel some people, especially women almost manifest in the room with me.
It was a most interesting dilemma as some couples in sex which is a spike of resonance, I knew they were having sex. Some people were energy vampires which fed off of others.
Yes vampires do exist, but it is not blood they consume, but energy and it is why some people you are round, make you feel drained. They are taking life energy from you. That is why shopping malls are so horrid in all those half dead people cruising there, are there sucking energy off of others.

Early in this I used to deny that some people close to me were evil in the reads I was given, but in every case these people proved to be exactly the evil people they were hiding.

The most interesting person I ever never met was a little peroxide blonde from Ohio who I loved dearly. She was a petite package, but she was one of the most powerful souls I have had contact with.
She literally due to natural talent in protecting herself from an early age could hide from me, and that is something which just does not happen as there are no spiritual doors I have not breached, except her's. To make the point, I'm deeply fond of Jeanette D'Arc and as she is in Heaven, I touched her one night in focusing upon her after making contact one afternoon with her.
This is not voices nor conversations, as this is not what the Spiritual side deals in. I always try to explain it as this is all emotion as God is Love, and what I discern is that emotion and then one has to try and put it into words.......it is a literal interpretation of a foreign language which is no language at all.
Joan of Arc is wonderful. I though snuck up on her and surprised the Holy Ghost in my ability in hearing the conversation. I know it was surprise as I know that is what I felt from God. Immediately, I was hindered in God blocked the memory of what Joan was saying as I was not supposed to hear.
That all is fine, and I do not do this as God has boundaries for a purpose and by Him, I thankfully can control myself to respect God.

The bottle blonde though is someone who hides well in keeping herself concealed as she is capable of shutting down the emotional sound I can conduct. She though in coming back to me after a falling out impressed me as she was praying to God intensely for me to come back, and the little gal I could feel pulling me to her. It required a great deal of will to not reply.

She is now of the oblivion which saddens me as she was a great deal to waste, even if she reminded me of my dad in dynamics.

To be Jerusalem in the flesh is a heavy burden of sin.

I really do not know at this point in how to wrap this up, but share these things as they require sharing. I believe something is afoot with God as my Mom's injury is a pattern of God "tuning her up" from dentistry to this hip for the end run.
A dear friend in Oklahoma commented how many people had died there this past summer. I noted to her a small town near here had my Aunt reeling for all the people who died from there in a few weeks. The visitors I spoke of who caused such an upheaval here noted that the mortician in their community set a record in dead people.
There is a weeding out and preparation occurring for some distinct purpose from God. In Scripture it speaks of God doing this at times in loving kindness so people will not have to endure the trauma of what is coming as obviously the sick and elderly would suffer greatly in stressful times.

I look though to Christ's return, and for all children of God to a greater establishment of the Holy Ghost within them, as these times require discernment and all the carrying capacity each of us need from God to be brought through this, as none of us are going to do this on our own. It will all be God as it is always all God and nothing of any of us doing a thing.

Listen though, discern and try the spirits as it is commanded.

I John 4:1; Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world.

John 5:39; Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of Me.

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