*Editor's note: this was scheduled to post at the same time as the other this mmorning. Thank you to the Captain Dunsel nnon donors in not allowing the information to get out to you people.*
I was thinking about the husband of someone who betrayed me and decided to check on him. This was a man who was tall, blue eyed, blonde and I suppose handsome.
He had psychological problems as all people do, in an event from his youth in his parent dying, which brought him to a point of trying to save a child out of wedlock by being this boy's father.
Good deeds do not make good marriages, nor do smoking weed and being a sexual pervert, so after 3 children divorce took place and this boy trying to fix the world in the body of a man, went off to be a boy.
He soon enough found another broken soul who was in search of her own father and these two married, to which the child bride did not want competition with the 3 children and had the father cut them off, and replace it all with an orgy or juvenile sex perversions and an ilusion of marriage as she emotionally beat the hell out of the guy for years, which he being weak took it for the sex.
In time, her having a "friend" on the side who would be a replaccment husband, and her brow beating him, took the toll, and he decided to punish her at her weak need point and they seperated, and he emotionally beat her in abandonment as she desperately tried to fix things, and in the end he got his divorce for a 10,000 penalty.
They lost their house, which on almost 70,000 a year they never paid off and could of. They lost everything in the economic collapse.
I watched all of this, as the brat wife had used me and stolen from me. I watched as I watch and gained the intimate details of what was taking place as only I can as I do with every person in knowing all of their secrets.
She soon enough moved in with another divorced doper, the friend of the husband as the two wives divorced their pot growing and smoking husbands to lean on each other.
She soon enough found a million dollar real estate developer as her part time job of under 20,000 was not filling the bill, so she grew from a bottle blonde who married her daddy to beat on him for his leaving her to a little whore marrying the sugar daddy she could then manipulate.
He though had a different path, in finding a "nice woman" with grown children, and the saga of her getting cancer, and his soon being fired from his job, and watching the struggle of problems in medical, dental and tax bills.
The boy was still there, but fast becoming a bald man with tramp stamps as he tried to build connections with those three children, as this life continued to absolutely fall apart.
I saw medicare cards, which one only obtains when they are not employed. I saw state unemployment checks in this aging man now not able to be hired for anything. 50,000 dollars in the boom of America for a decade and now not able to get a like job and it all gone.
I saw all of these things in a life shattered and the ruins crumbling as he tried to be good and goodness was gone.
Then I saw something which he had saved in the myriad of things, and it was Bible verse for the day. It was then I said, "Ah ha!!!", the Lord's constant calling in demanding this man come back to him, was heard at that recent day......and having lost all, he saved a Bible verse which had spoken to his misery from the Psalms.
God never moves. It is people who move from Him. They always know better, try to create an image of goodness, but it is always that reality there the person has to do the right thing in God's Way and not their way.
I am not going to be involved in this, as this is God's doing in who ends up in hell and who does not on his part. I just lament though shattered lives in a pimp and a prostitute. The pimp seems to have a crack in the door looking to escape his evil as he lives in adultery with another woman, as his first wife is in adultery with another man and his second wife is a prostitute in adultery with another man.
That is the stuff of God's Wisdom and nothing I will be involved with as I attempted to help and like all things was not unscarred for it.
I realize that people are for the most part afforded about 70 years to get things right with God, but I see these absolute wasted lives and am filled with remorse that they have wasted so much.
The thing in this is, there are too many reading the above thinking how superior their lives are because of money and whatever, and never consider they are on the internet because they have nothing in life, and in life the only people around them are around them because they have money, looks or something those cannibals want.
Allow me ten minutes looking at any of your lives, and I will expose the realities of things which will have you recoiling as you do not want to face what you really are.
I pray you feel what I feel
I pray you know what I know
For in that miserable knowing
Will the donations flow
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