The Lame Cherry is at a crossroads again, and it is interesting in even in my dire straights, by God's Grace my focus is compassion in how to deal with the few good people who associate with the blog and the myriads of bad people who deserve the suffering and death coming to them.
I had a dream yesterday morning, as I have had a number of invasive dreams, the past months. This one was interesting for I heard it.
I was with a celebrity and both of us were in a room, with a distinguished looking man of older age. The point was the need for funds and a job. What made this interesting is what awoke me was I heard this person laugh in my ear literally.
It was that Ross Perot type laugh in being harsh, and I know this person was real, because I felt them for most of the day. This was one of the powerful who sadistically enjoy knowing that there are people out there in distress, as it makes them feel their temporal power more.
I honestly do not know what to do in this blog. I could take down all of the drafts, so that the shadowlands would not know what was coming, but that would be more work. I could quit the blog, but that would punish the few good people left in sodom who have been good to me, and that would bother me.
I have a Spiritual scream inside of me which is non stop. It is compounded by Vikings being injured or Texas friends or friends in Alabama I have not heard from, but check on in Face Book to know they are alright.
I am expected always to turn the other cheek and take things. At this moment, I am more moved to providing an experience of what it is like to be me, for all the people out there who seem to think that inflicting on me is some sport which will not be repaid.
I had someone in the past months who was donating. You might recall them as someone who decided to call me a "bitch" and praised TL for putting up with me. This woman kept sending me Christian Science dogma from their founder, and going from lecturing at me in letters to trying to uplift me.
That was the source of the post on Christian Science in exposing that quasi religion for what it is. It all appeared to me, to be recruitment, and that is offensive, as it means they thought I was stupid and could be manipulated and it also means satan thought the Spirit in me was going to be seduced by a few donations and good cop bad cop words to join it in hell.
I take great offense in satan working to get me into eternal damnation.
Then there was the blogger who writes about blogs, but never comes here anymore as I have listened to Rush Limbaugh. I have a post on that, but not being on the internet full time, that is in a file here on the desktop.
Yes, there was no shame in stealing from this blog, but it was because I monitored Rush Limbaugh in this dolt thought I was listening to him, instead of alerting others to the propaganda.....and then it could not be left at that, but the dolt had to insult me "that I thought Limbaugh was using my material".
Rush Limbaugh did use my material and that is a fact.
Of course, I do not get the dirty old men or lesbians so much any more, but there is always the lurker trying either to fool God with a small donation to get a blessing or the lurker who is trying to data mine me. Making a point of it here, usually fends off the worst perverts, but it is creepy and disgusting.
None of which answers my question to God, nor the reality of I end up casting my pearls before swine, as the majority of you are filthy pigs. Yes some have compassion on ponies or goats, but a human can just lay in filth and sickness and die.
There is something so absolutely wrong with all of America and this world now. It is a polluted culture.
All of this is quite degrading and I detest it. At this moment, I can feel that Alex Jones type of surf ragers. A surf rager is someone who in a car drives in a rage, but online they are like Howard Stern at a whorehouse, running the women through and judging them on their flaws before they try and fuck them.
Women are just whores, so what does it matter, because obviously the judge is such a beefcake to the extreme, and that is why no women in real time have anything to do with them.
I was standing in a cafe this past week, and was listening to this hick, relate this story to his beaner friend. Yes a pasty pink 20 something with shaved head, telling the beaner about this chick that called him up and wants to come over and hang out....and is doing it loudly, but with this 1000 yard blank stare replaying it all in his grey matter.
TL said the beaner, who spoke good English, so was a next generation taco, came out with the phrase of, "Yeah man, she really wants to date you".
Yes who would not want to date a hunk like that with an IQ of 100 with cheat sheet. I wonder more of the female in a land of feces penis scents, that she deems a walking penis of like IQ, as what she will settle for.
I envision some chicken shit brown haired, pasty white freckled, frumper, with majory redneck attitude stalking said hick......spreading her legs for profit, and announcing, "Gee willickers there Gomer, I somehow got pregnant. Let's get married or you can pay child support as the Nig down the block plays dildo for me and you pay for that".
Speaking of which, I was in the city and had these experiences............
I was at Walmart, and I think that things are looking up for white gentleman, as coming out I saw a black family with a white father leading the pack. Yes three mulatto children, all behaving, and a white man with a black woman.
I no sooner turned around and there was this white guy with an Asian gal, and then another white guy with a most beautiful Asian American Lady.
Stock in white men must be going up, after all that Obama jungle rot. The discriminating female is now choosing the real fever apparently for the future.
Yes, other experience......
I see numbers of these blacks.......the slummer white girls with the bling Afroids who can not keep their pants up, and then there is the black female who has attitude against white males, or you can tell they just get a thrill in the nethers, but do not want to admit it......and then there was this check out Lady, and I mean with an L who opened up a till for TL and I to check out, and she spoke proper English with no phonics accent. She smiled, was pleasant, joked and it just stunned me, but in the forensic study of people, I have now concluded that blacks who work at real jobs, and not affirmative action, and reside in white areas, actually are superior and advanced.
It bespeaks of the problem the Japanese royals had in the 19th century, in their insular education left the princes incompetent and uneducated in dealing with ruling a volcanic people like the Japanese.
It all goes back to pearls before swine. Two black women and one black man in a city, does not make a race of blacks fit for the White House, but it means that three blacks rose beyond all the trappings to normality which makes them pearls.
On the same scientific data, thousands of white folks on this blog, does not make them all Christian, because the evidence confirms that most white people do not know how to behave either and there are few pearls among them.
I am tempted to post here a note or letter from some of the good people without personal information. I know I have done this numerous times in those who behave, but perhaps it would assist the primates in how not to be offensive. You can not buy me for a banana, nor can you lead me to the Wonderland zoo for a mango. I do not respond well to having poo thrown at me either.
I am though frustrated at this point, as God is Good, and some people are good, but the majority are not God's nor Good.
I do not have the time to wait for God to kill them by plague, war or whatever. I do not have the money to pull up a chair and just watch the corpse count or enjoy the self destruction. It angers me that I have been put into a position to doing what is right again, and having to be the adult again, but treated extremely rudely and poorly. I have had to do this from childhood, and I deem it unfair that I have to work harder than anyone.
No one in this world could do what God does through me. The challenge to each of the non donors is to have you write for one week, 14 papers, which are spot on analysis in the glaring public light, make it interesting and not what the Mockingbird is spinning about.....and do it all under the pressure of no income, not feeling the best and then having a gaggle of asses picking at you, along with the regime hindering you, satan attacking you, and some rich people showing up and laughing in your ear.
You have no idea of the things I feel and know about each of you, because none of you has the gifts. None of you could do what I do, or you would be the Lame Cherry.
Most of you are pigs for the slaughter, that is your warning and no matter how much hog shit you splatter at me, I am not coming down to your mire. It is your responsibility to stop being pigs and get on your hind legs and prove you are humane.
I search for answers in the Lord every day, for years upon years, and the answer I seek does not come nor has the deliverance. Am I stronger in Spirit in the Lord? Most certainly and to God goes all credit, but my mood is not to be thankful for being pissed on as the Lord grooms me.
Yes God avenges and God repays, Good for Good and evil for evil amplified, but that does not solve the Job problem of stuck in an ash pile, scraping the sores with a broken pot.
It is time to go and pray in the hope that God will be merciful and provide the answers.
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
.....While I say, "When will You comfort me?" Psalm 119:82
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