Friday, February 27, 2015

Just Wanted You to Know





I just wanted you to know that TL was the one who found something you wrote concerning me and I have never forgotten it in your kindness and heartfelt words.


I found you through a link in another website and I thank God every time I open your blog and find a new posting. 

Thanks for all of the hope you have given me and I hope that you keep on for as long as you can.

Just wanted you to know.

There were 3 factors in my reappearing on this blog after I closed it down. Your words Marilyn were one of those factors in the reason I came back. I never mentioned that but I thought you should know that in a few short words you conveyed what my many long words have apparently meant to you. Thank you.

I will do this as long as the Lord allows. It is though a matter of I have more pleasure in Belle things than in Bush things. Today while doing chores the other calf Daisy decided to let herself out for a rodeo. It was great enjoyment seeing a 300 lb bundle of joy stampeding around the yard and dodging at us. She then attacked TL for treats as she had imprisoned herself by shutting a door and Belle was getting all the treats, which displeased her immensely.

I wonder at times how God directs things. If we weren't here, if we hadn't come back at that time, if we hadn't been looking at dreams online, we never would have found Belle and Daisy, and only satan knows what misery and death they would have faced. I look at animals and I never can figure out why some have good lives and others do not, just like some people have never done anything wrong and have things go so wrong for them. It just is one of those God things.

It is why I like swallows, why I like Irish setters, why I like Daisy in all her bounding sweetness, because there is just something enjoying life for who they are and I would like to be that way more often.

It all just gives a pause like people being good which I appreciate as too many of us look into the abyss and see what is really there. Glimpses of heaven give hope in the far too often scene of what this world has become.

I just wanted you to know that I did not forget.

agtG