As another Lame Cherry exclusive in matter anti matter.
It has taken me until today to understand something. in this existence which I have walked over the edge most of the time, in smugly scowling in the dare that I was beyond death in pushing the limits that if I had not had the Goddamn impossible destruction of me. God could have never handled me, if I had the normal fun things which all of you have experienced.
I always have been like static electricity in a nuclear lightning bolt. Lived on Adrenalin an still do.
I have had so many regrets, the simple things, in being cheated on the things that everyone takes for granted.
So maybe if your life sucks shit, at least part of the time, maybe it could be more than a growing experience, as maybe God is putting the only reigns on you that would work on you.
I have never been afraid of death. I get scared at times though now in how close I was to really fucking up past the point of no return. I have been past the edge and existed there that unless you are in combat for years literally, you have no idea of the experience in what it does inside to the Spirit.
Maybe the above won't make sense until you get there, and most of you are going to get there soon enough, and once there you are not going to walk out of what is coming.
Just remember when you go fetal and can not take anymore. I been there and walked away so there is a path ahead.
agtG
