As another Lame Cherry exclusive in matter anti matter.
I have been contemplating in going back and experiencing the crucifixion of Jesus, but the more I felt it and the more the Holy Ghost pondered empathy, I knew a brutal situation which would change me forever, would also point out some really crass things.
Last night I was pondering this in being able to be at Golgotha, with the Romans parting the clothes, the Faithful standing silently, the Jews mocking Christ on the cross, in how much it hurts for me to stand for long periods, as in the 3 hours to His giving up the Sprit, and then I thought, maybe I could get a blanket to sit on, or some kind of stool, and then the Holy Ghost whispers, "Would you really want Jesus to look down at you and remark, "I'm being tortured up here because of you, and you are looking for a place to sit in comfort".
Yes what kind of Judgment would I be viewed with. Christ would know the thrill of meeting His Mother, John, the other women, and that would really be fitting to be pleased to meet them as Jesus is dying on the cross a few yards away.
I would want to take in the entire scene to study it, but how much evil would it be to be studying Jerusalem, to look at the convicts there crucified, even in the distance as there must have been some distraction of birds or people moving about with donkeys........yes you can't even keep your eyes on Jesus, just like Peter sinking in the waves in the storm.
So I see my flaws, the flaws of human nature, in how disrespect would be shown without intention, and I know I have sinned enough in life, pissing on Jesus Sacrifice, just because my suffering and misery were exposing how weak I was in doing things I should not, and proving how much I always need to be carried by Christ daily.
I would cherish seeing the birth of Christ, the Angels with the shepherds, the miracle of Christ, the driving the bankers out of the Temple, but it gets sobering on the night of betrayal and the assault which Christ then suffered. I would feel both shame and be exuberant in His raising Himself from the dead. Would be sullen in seeing Him during the 40 days in remembering all He suffered and my being the cause of it, like the rest of humanity, and then having remorse as He ascended into Heaven in His leaving for a time.
There is too much of me in this and not enough of Christ, but that is the emotional part and this is how things would effect me, as it comes down to it I'm the problem, Christ is the Solution, and that is never going to change.
I still would like to go back and be there as I tell God it would help the Faithful now to read of the experience, even if I know how much I would fail in being there.
Nuff Said
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