There is no anger like a building fury for being born and being intelligent enough to not be fooled by the world that anything in manipulations here will ever fill that emptiness.
This is about TJ Lane and will probably be located by him in the time to come as I know his secrets and his amusement at making the family of rats jump through his maze in an Ohio court in torturing those with a revenge for being born was an easy protocol for someone as intelligent as he is.
Not many practioners can imprison a court and make victims families jail themselves, all in handcuffs and under armed guard with only utilizing their mind.
Mr. Lane, turned loose in the Russian FSB or in Obama's inner circle could have made a brilliant career plucking the wings off of Muslim victims who trusted in Obama. Those Ulsterman Insider types and those who play in Ireland though are more born to it and become the slaves of the masters and never turn the tide on them as they cleverly butcher Phillip Marshall and his children on orders or make Andrew Breitbart go puffy pink, all for no pats on the head, but feeling that those orders make them powerful in life and death.
It is always interesting to view the adoration for Barack Hussein Obama from Mark Levin in spitting on his mic about how wonderful it is to kill bin Laden's corpse and to have babies crawling around in blood and then to hear the silent awe for a TJ Lane as he does exactly the same thing, not for political protection over birther issues, but he takes retribution on a country like Obama which betrayed him......the difference is Lane is an American and Obama is just an actor on a stage.
What matter is it when you are stepping on the bugs or dispatching the school children, because does not Bob Barker get cheers for ripping reproductive organs out of pets, in revenge over his not having children........and are we not told by all those affirmative donations that a a bug is a bird is a bat is a boy.
Human life is cheap at 53 million aborted children and growing. Did not TJ Lane just do some post birth abortions of those he judged like Obama and his drones of those worthy to live and those worthy to die.
It is always the voices though that TJ Lane will hear. Charlie Manson hears them. Sharon Tate's ghost talks to him. It is what isolation does in working on the mind in those so intelligent now start hearing things and those voices never stop and get louder and louder.
Sometimes like Robert Leroy Anderson in deciding life and death, the voices are joined by the futility of ruling from cell big enough to lie down in and take a dump in. Then the voices convince you to tie a sheet around your neck and strangle the life out of you that is being strangled out of you.
The mothers who want TJ Lane to feel things, will get their curse. Lane wants to feel things and be punished for all the suffering going on in him for the teenage years he was tortured by. He will feel them and face his Judgment after death in finally acheiving the fitting torment he successfully auditioned for and was employed.
You do not see in this, that TJ Lane wanted this, all of this. He has misery now in his company. He has control now for those moments when the voices do not dominate him. He finally had that lasting affiction to inflict on the people of this world to join him so he will not suffer alone.
His destroyer though will be there in things Mr. Lane never was wise enough to comprehend and will reject at first, but that whispering will be there and if remorse comes it will accuse him to end that existence he is in or it will find new ways to deepen that void in him as he gains letters from admirers and lovers who now want to reform the bad boy in love or become victims themselves.
The hunger is always there and the need. It keeps losing though sensitivity and needs to be deepened in order to feel nothing in feeling everything again.
Jesus is the way out, but the cell that held Mr. Lane long before he chose his incarceration is a place he rejected Christ from as the din of the operations created another Joker and Hooker, a lone wolf, who needed no second shooter, so all of this stayed local and never went national.
In that Mr. Lane was confused in not receiving what he expected in attention, so he had to act out again to gain a national audience for a few moments, but TJ Lane never knew the others had minders and entire script to make them Sirhan Sirhan chanters to take the blame.
So much for a prodigy to not take into account when all that emotion was the narcotic clouding his thoughts and driving him to the actions he was the muse of.
TJ Lane is home finally. Yet the world is too ignorant to understand the rewards it has provided to him in joining him as he invited. He will fight, but languish, rise and fall, and try and struggle and fade, and fire, and fade to a day when this existence ends, and then all the safeguards he protected himself with will be gone and he will feel all the pain and not pleasure in it, and feel all the hopelessness of being cut off, and be in the hell the soul of him built, surrounded by all those he detests more empty and vacuous than him, awaiting a lake of fire in an eternal death.
Yes a big "fuck you all" from TJ Lane, as he just really wanted intimate contact and sex never bridged the gap as he built a fortress in his mind, instead of moving in the mysts of the soul to be set free from this vanishing world.
The dead always tell the families they are doing just fine and not to cry as they are fine where they are. Those of this world are never fine though and TJ Lane knows that intimately as that is the only intimacy he has ever had, as pain is that constant which became the only welcome friend.
Those thoughts are there, and will grow louder and not be in the head, but the heart and that is where it all breaks down to as it is not the body which betrays, but the mind.
Jesus is the One which you will have to face as you have proven yourself quite the dove in murdering yourself to a place out of this world where you think He can not reach. He will though reach and satan will reach there too as you have no choice in it will be one or the other that you give in to.
Most due to your effective work hope for you in hell in torture by an imprisoned devil. I have survived by Christ carrying me worse than you and do not have the burden of emotions so can inform you and others as you, the realities of all of this that you are unprepared for what is coming.
Your worst enemy is you and satan will inform you of that. You can either get on your hind legs and be a man or you can buckle to the spiritual storm.
It is still you TJ Lane, no company and all misery. You are going to have to face that Jesus loves you and that you can either hate yourself to hell or allow Jesus to allow you to have you join Him, as all the rest of the lost and found submitted to.
Your choice though, as that is they way it works. The choice no one has though is the voices. They will be louder now as you shed the world and are on a Spiritual and spiritual place in which you are not in charge of destroying you or saving you. That is what Jesus does and it is all now what this is about from this moment on.
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