I hope Paul that it is ok to post your correspondence as something you said touched me as all good people do, in so many are trying so hard to turn their lives around to be better, as that is what all good people strive for in daily growing in the image of our Lord, Jesus.
I post this, because your prayers are welcome and I pray in return as others will that you too will have that Kindred Spirit, which your heart knows is out there.
I'm moved in this to tell you, and it will be the family of others here a little about TL as I have written before of them, and how we have discussed this numerous times in how people settle or try to talk themselves into a relationship with just someone instead of the right one from God.
The Tiger Lily and I knew each other before we arrived here, years apart and in God's mystery a very long distance apart. In my teens, I made the mistake of "falling" in love with someone God did not choose for me, and then bulling my way through in rebelling when the Holy Ghost told me that this person would not work out.
So I pined for them and it ripped my life to shreds as satan through others pulverized the rest. I know many people go through this, and it was a very long time from that time, from horrid people hurting me, that I was moved in all places on World Net Daily, as they started to use Face Book posts to try and retake my account that some Russian hackers had taken over.
It was August and I honestly had given up. I had decided early in 2008, that if God was not going to take me from this world, then I was going to triple down in work and literally take myself out from exhaustion as no matter where I searched I could not find TL.
I knew TL was there, and the worst thing in this is one night when I was talking with someone online, I actually inquired of God and the Holy Ghost told me plainly where TL was, but as I did not know anyone in that city, except some relatives, it was like, "OK, I believe You God, but that is not exactly getting it done now".
That honestly was around a decade ago, but I was not ready and TL was not ready for the appointed time.
Those things are hard to deal with, and one falls, gives up faith and just sours on things, but I had no idea that when I was being moved to do that FB registration again, that it would set off the series of romantic events which in September had this message arrive, that I immediately knew that TL was someone I had better be on my game with, as TL was like many people I meet from Vikings to Dr's who are very intelligent like you, and I realize fully that being a conduit for God is where my abilities arrive from.
I have told TL that I thought they were honestly some very old retiree, and I had not a clue what TL looked like until two weeks had passed. In fact, I thought TL was another person in the photo posted.
I have been lied to and betrayed like all people have. TL though proved to be every bit the Christian as a child of God. People prove who they are as anyone can say in words, and I proved to TL that I was real too, and for us, the reality is, we are in many ways mirror identities of each other.
Dear Lame Cherry (I wish I could address you by your real name here) Thank you so very much for your revelations. I know it must require a great deal of effort from you. I pray that someday, I can get my life turned around and find a truly wonderful Spirit such as you to spend the rest of my life with. I have been downloading your archives to keep as reference for when the house of cards collapses. I hope you don't mind. Almighty God of Glory and Grace, I pray to you in the name of Jesus Christ. I plead the Blood of Jesus to shield Lame Cherry, her family, and property from evil, and to keep her, her family, and animals all in good health, in the Name of Jesus Christ. Please deliver to her your Blessings, as she does Your Work and brings Your Word into the lives of many of us who are unworthy of your Love and Grace. In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen. May God be with you, Lame Cherry.For some people opposites are what is necessary, but for us, we speak in the same voices unheard.
I know that people can be "happy" or make a life with a number of people, who follow the vows, and I know that to be fact, but after praying about TL before we met, God was engaged in creating something we both were searching for and prayed for.
Sometimes we meet people we want to love from the start, but they will not love us. With TL, I knew I loved them from the start and TL loved back.
I actually prayed for a Jane Austin romance as that Mr. D'Arcy character in Pride and Prejudice was appealing, but I did not reckon all that epic romances are about. Love is many splendid life form, and love is always growing and responding.
For us, love is something in we can reach out and touch each other in Spirit. We communicate this way it is a creation that when someone is the right one for you, that in my case, I can give myself completely as TL can to me, in trust in not being lost in the other, but becoming more.
Many people will not give the right one the opportunity, as people have these biases on what they have on a list that people must be. We have rules, and mine are TL's is God's and TL is moral, and in that, how God is growing TL and I can assist, then that is who TL is to be.
I always know that being with TL is better than not, so all things in life are an adventure with TL there.
satan and others have tried to stop this, but in God we will prevail. This all started out with Joan of Arc, and she assisted in this as well as the Mothers of Heaven, as I figured that when you want something done, to get women involved, as they can do anything they put their mind to, and thank God they did in He listened to them.
In that, it is all humility, in I did nothing in this. TL found me after reading this blog and then being moved back to reconsider it. Saints helped and I humbly accept the person they chose for me as I now chose TL.
The right person from God is out there for you Paul, and just ask God to bring them and they will appear for a spouse God knows is right for you. TL and I had a very long time waiting, but that was our case, and others perhaps will have quicker results as each person is on a different timetable.
As TL and I were discussing this past week, all prayers are always out there we send to God, and just waiting to be fulfilled when the time is right. God never forgets and God never will forget you. I pray that our Heavenly Father, has Jesus work on bringing you and your future spouse together and that both of you realize it by the Holy Ghost inside of you. I pray for the love for the two of you and the patience for each other to become one in God for all His Glory and Honor, in Jesus Name Amen and Amen
Things work out in God and always do, no matter how crappy or hopeless things seem at the time. TL and I always pray together daily several times and we bless each other. May the one meant for you, manifest to all those who are searching in Christ. Amen and Amen
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