I was reading of one of the most beautiful women in the world in Cindy Margolis in how she wanted to become pregnant so much that on her honeymoon she went on a days long sex marathon, but it failed.
She then resorted to some strange voodoo of writing letters to her baby who was not and other such things to even thinking God was punishing her for past sins.
Here was a woman who the world lusted after, was rich, famous, had all life could give and yet she did not have what she wanted in a baby.
I have found that in life that the most handicapped people in the world are the beautiful, the rich and the powerful. I can not think of one of these well known people who has ever overcome their handicapped condition which they wear like shackles they refuse to let go of.
Imagine Hugh Hefner the male counterpart of Cindy Margolis, now 80 years old, popping erection pills, surrounding himself with bake bottle blondes and silicon breasts not having grown as a man since he was a teenager when juveniles think numbers mean something along with all the fake features money can purchase.
67 years of a life wasted in being handicapped and still not having grown to the person they should become.
Does anyone think that Donald Trump would have gotten 1 of his 3 wives if he pumped gas for a living or milked cows? The oddest of things in the world in a business savvy man better than most is clueless about women and the women he marries are so deluded they have no idea why they married a man with perpetual Clark Kent hair.
Behold the handicap of Britney Spears in a woman with it all who can not control herself concerning drugs or be what is deemed the simplest of situations in being a mother.
David Letterman, a man with it all, a little son who is the envy of fatherhood and yet he has a compulsion to savage any Republican, because Letterman is so handicapped he exists in fear in needing someone in power to make him feel safe.
60 plus years old and still scared of the world.
Consider the major handicaps of the person millions of people worldwide have bowed to in Barack Obama.
Here we have a person who is either so Twilight Zone in control freakish nature that he will not post his real birth certificate which proves he is qualified to be President or he is so devious that he is not qualified that he has a pathological nature in lying. In any event, he is either deliberately tormenting people of a different political view or he is deliberately perpetrating a felony fraud.
That is not normal in either event.
Then there is the issue of his brother, George, living in a shack in Africa, his Grandmother living in a shack, his Aunt living in a slum in Boston illegally and his disappearing Uncle while Mr. Obama cashes in on a Georgian Mansion, is a millionaire and having access to 800 million in campaign funds couldn't take the time to hire his family as consultants to set them up for life.
That is pure handicapped in Barack Obama is so obsessed with money that he will not even send a few thousand dollars to his family to make their lives normal.
Where was multi million dollar Rush in this to at least make it a story in saving Obama's own family when Obama would not? There is another handicapped person whose obsessions caused him to ruin his health and is still so self centered that children have no meaning for him in parenthood.
The people the world terms "handicapped" such as Trig Palin are the people I have found who are the freest of all humanity. They get up each day, are who they are in enjoying the day without trying to convert, tax or worry. They go to bed at night and sleep is sweet.
These "handicapped" see the world even when blind for the reality it is in appreciating what is and not being shackled to what is not thinking they are God to change the world for good. The world for Trig Palin simply is and that is good enough for him.
In that, I find ugly people as the world terms them, stupid people as the world terms them, worthless people as the world terms them who shop in thrift stores, wear dead people's clothes, have no insurance, are ill more days than not, have no access to doctors, lawyers or politicians in being the dregs of society as the world terms them in all of their not having a thing and only a hope for tomorrow which will never come true, are the ones who are growing to their potentials as they are leaving behind all of the handicaps that God created them with.
You don't notice skin color when you are stuck in flood. You don't notice intelligence when the volunteer fireman is putting out the fire in your house. You don't notice mental retardation when the donor is giving you a kidney.
The handicapped of this world are the successful, rich, beautiful, healthy and intelligent, because they guard that vanishing commodity more than God and more than what is most important in life in caring for others.
I pity them for all they are and see how empty their fullness is.
The people who are judged as handicapped if they governed the world, the world would be a better place in caring for people, the Way God intended, but all we have is the successful judging the handicapped when they are the ones who are the real "handicapped" as year after year they are the same stagnant soul they were as children.
I know Trig Palin knows more what he wants each day in his bottle than Barack Obama knows surrounded by more university degrees than King Solomon had.
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