I have always tried to be a good person, meaning in God's Law instead of the way the world sees things.
I have learned that giving people patience makes people think they can get away with anything with you.
I have learned that being kind is deemed weakness by those same people.
I have been betrayed in numerous ways by people who stated love and caring about me, because people at heart are selfish things.
In learning the above hard lessons, I learned the best lesson ever in actually asking the Matrons of Heaven that I admire, to do me a goodness I did not deserve in finding a person for me who I had always searched and could never find.
I deemed that women are the best at getting things done and knew that with God, they would be to the task in badgering Him to act and do.
I do not pray to the dead nor worship the Saints. I simply asked God to give me audience with them in His full knowing what I was up to, and plead my case and cause.
Libby Custer, was a matchmaker in her day, and she was quite resolute in finding things, and she was one I have had a fond acquaintance with. Her duty to her husband, Gen. Custer, is what called out to me and set me upon the exclusives in the murder of her family in exposing all the intrigue behind that mass murder, whose spawn are still plaguing America today.
There is a ghost recording from the Little Big Horn in a woman asking, "Do you love him?" I believe it is Libby asking the people there, and as for me being biased in not like Gen. Custer previously, in knowing them from their personal letters, I do love them both and have done my best to serve them.
I have learned that you can love people, but that love can be put in the wrong places as the people do no deserve it. You can love people, but it requires a person on the other side to appreciate that love and protect that gift or it is only going to harm you.
You can not love people into being good, nor change their leopard spots. People are either right ear symphony signature good or they are left ear evil. That does not change, because people do not change.
Churches are full of evil people as much as prisons. Putting Christ or crosses on your form does not change who you are at heart, so the good repent and change to what they always were meant to, and the evil lurk in goodness looking for those they can slaughter for satan.
In that, you can never have a kindred spirit, if there is no spirit in the person to begin with. It does take two in that isomer, that reciprocating love of caring, for caring is the act of Faith which proves love.
Love then grows in all it's forms, as one celebrates the other, and can invest all your effort into helping them become all God intends, as this is an ever expanding treasure of life, as it has no fears, because the more empowered your kindred is, the more secure they are in being with you, and knowing that they will never find such adoration in any one else.
My problems in life are I trusted in people who did not deserve any trust, and who sucked affection like a vampire and when satiated were off to suck on some new form. These vacuous narcissists are fit for nothing but preying on each other, but they do find ways to good people like a lion to a blood trail as they are drawn to the light of good people.
It come to a point that one does give up on humanity as their is little humane about them. It is a measure of being harmed so often and in sequence that you just expect the worst to appear and it degrades you.
The Bible is filled with perfect love from Christ to the saved. It is a combination of paternal and children, mother and child, coupled lovers as it ebbs and flows, not crossing the incestuous boundaries, but taking in all forms of goodness which people do need from a spouse in sometimes we need a father's strength, a mothers governance or a lover to stand with us, because life is filled with obstacles and we need to find that in our other better half, but in so many cases it is the worst half people are settling for.
I had a conversation with someone who said they didn't know why their spouse had concluded something politically, but would get them to talk about it, as if in luring them out in code.
That stunned me as all I could think was, "Why on earth just do not ask the person as you are married to them!".
That is the difference in people without souls, people empty, compared to those with the Spirit of God in them.
I have learned that the Matrons are quite thorough in researching me in that great repository of babies I have read to be born, is where our Matrons apparently dug into my records and they found for me my kindred there who was born in a span of time, and in a series of events in both our lives, have brought us to a meeting of strangers that from the first moment, it was only family.
It has been quite Jane Austin and that is the way romance should be for two great Spirits sown into this world by God. It has always though in our most revealing moments a perfection of the other never wanting the other gone, hanging on to belief past mistakes and a forgiveness in knowing we have walked in the other's travail and at heart our intentions are always intended to protect the other person.
That is God's Love manifested in human form, as there is no one I would allow to harm this person and would do anything for them.
This is God's mystery wed in His Holy Ghost. It is Ruth and Boaz to Joseph and Mary. It is acceptance of the person in who they are and I would fight anyone to death who would try to change them, for they are perfect to me in who they are in growing in God.
Yes there are absolute requirements in responsible morals, growing in God first and being adult as one plays as children remembering an unbeforetime we never knew, but discover in each other in this new vista.
That basis though is the foundation for the respect and nurturing of a new life creation in two kindreds giving to each other.
When in God this takes place, this is not paper ring, but the real stellar gift of the stars in meteor shower metallic rings forged of the heavens.
One learns the meaning of absolutes in love, honor, cherishing and forsaking all others, because you would never want another as no other could mirror you so completely in showing the best of you as you radiate the best of them.
It is in many ways the Christmas Spirit, but it lasts for an eternity for you are able to touch the form of God in another in all that beauty God is.
In this, when it is God created, this is not the human made in the image of God, but as two in prayer, this is the indwelling of God in us.
What a friend we have in Jesus, and what a friend Jesus will give to us in another who is just like Him.
I hope that other Christian children ask God for this gift in God's Way, and accept the Wisdom of Him and the Beauty of the Matrons who pray the most divine form of matchmaking.
Imagine God moving you to all you ever hoped for in another and you not knowing until you have arrived.
This is the Gift which I have been led to. Coming home is such a nice place to be.
Rescued from ecclesiastics by you and made free in the Proverbs of you.
agtG
Oh, Come, Oh, Come Emmanuel
Translated: John Neal, 1818-66
Oh, come, oh, come, Emmanuel,
And ransom captive Israel,
That mourns in lonely exile here
Until the Son of God appear.
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to you, O Israel!
Oh, come, our Wisdom from on high,
Who ordered all things mightily;
To us the path of knowledge show,
and teach us in her ways to go.
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to you, O Israel!
Oh, come, oh, come, our Lord of might,
Who to your tribes on Sinai's height
In ancient times gave holy law,
In cloud and majesty and awe.
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to you, O Israel!
Oh, come O Rod of Jesse's stem,
From ev'ry foe deliver them
That trust your mighty pow'r to save;
Bring them in vict'ry through the grave.
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to you, O Israel!
Oh, come, O Key of David, come,
And open wide our heav'nly home;
Make safe the way that leads on high,
And close the path to misery.
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to you, O Israel!
Oh, come, our Dayspring from on high,
And cheer us by your drawing nigh,
Disperse the gloomy clouds of night,
And death's dark shadows put to flight.
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to you, O Israel!
Oh, come, Desire of nations, bind
In one the hearts of all mankind;
Oh, bid our sad divisions cease,
And be yourself our King of Peace.
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to you, O Israel!
