Here am I at a point in this life that few things bother me past the myriads of scars which cover this heart. I do not know how quite to put this as my heart has been weeping tears and dripping from wounds of compassion over each of you, and you know how you are as I know of your being out of work for three years, I know that a five dollar donation is something, as I picked up a penny off a parking lot almost ground to nothing by tires yesterday as it has value to me in paying a sales tax, and I know each amount given is like the widow's mite in worth.
It grieves me and I bring this to God in asking for His help and rewards for you. I have discussed this with the TL and it breaks TL's heart too. Here am I at a point that I only leave that donation button up, for the purpose that some millionaire will get some Scrooge visitation and melt their Potter's heart.
I was reading to TL last night in Psalm 72. It is the last Psalm of David before Solomon became sole King. God gave this to me long ago when I was concerned in childishness about dying. "and he shall live" was the verse the Holy Ghost gave to me, so I knew I would not die. It was a mystery to me though in God's plan for this life in it spoke of delivering the poor and needy and being their champion.
At that point in my existence, I was all about pull yourself up by your bootstraps and rugged individual. The idea of being some kind of Florence Nightingale was not exactly in my thought process resume.
It might surprise many of you, that I'm really a shy and quiet Spirit. I become riled up by Righteous Indignation and then the Words of God flow out in detesting oppression and that which is not fair. Has always been my provision in I can not keep a civil tongue until after the fact, as TL reasoned with me the past few days in my lambasting a government employee dumb as a post and dense as a rock.
I think of all of us, and I do not speak of that in Rush Limbaugh or Mark Levin terms of millionaires in bed with billionaires and being employed by intelligence nests to tell you, that they are just like you in a con, as the majority of you have been devastated not just by the Obama past 4 years, but ever since George H. W. Bush started robbing your savings in low interest rates and Allan Greenspan started that Dotcom bust which the Europeans retaliated on. Every one of you has been financially raped for a generation literally, since 1989.
I think of you in this and it breaks my heart to know so much work and sacrifice has made you Lazarus in eating crumbs off the rich man's table.
I know that the Bible foretells that the rich will cast their gold and silver in the streets, meaning money will be worthless. I know in this blog there are things being worked out in a Witness now which God has not fully informed me of. I may be His conduit, but sometimes I do not get the message until after other things come to be known as I have a part to be tested in too.
So I do get to play the part in the beautiful verses of the Prophet Zechariah in being paid a slaves wage, with the slave now becoming like you, Judge and Ruler with Christ someday.
I fully believe for God's Faithful they will inherit the earth. I fully believe in God's Way He will provide for you now even if things are horridly tight in this time, and you will have great things in His Kingdom in authority and place.
I know in the Psalms that God takes pleasure in your prosperity. I also know how how it seems most days God seems to be banking in someone elses account.
You have given too much if you are poor, and the rich are now in a debt they can never repay. The biggest mouths one can read across the internet are the ones who are most silent when it comes to putting their money where their mouths are.
For me, what I would desire most, is for each of you to have your American Dream, to live moral lives in God's Peace and for you to enjoy the Rest God gives in every day an adventure to grow in to Glorify God. I would much rather not be on this stage, not because of the danger, but because this is not me. I'm most at home listening to God, having a wild horse on the end of a rope negotiating peacefully over what they think, hoing potatoes, building things in Spirit, walking in solitude, talking with my animals or any of a number of non event things which do not interest most people.
I did not want the stage so I was chosen for it, as it would not become my god.
You children do touch me to the heart. I bring you before God and I know He is aware of each of you. I'm working every day to try and find a way in this life to make it better for you. I know the doctrines in this blog would make your lives the lives you want. I thank God for you, for the reason you are Americans who do respect Him and the country He gave.
It is easy to be a Christian with a million dollars and setting in a front pew. It is to keep the Faith when one is destitute and no one seems to notice.
If you do not have any money, there is no reason to donate nor feel guilty if you can not. God knows your situation and now you know I do pray for you. My Grandpa always told me that God did not make everyone rich as most people could not handle being rich. One can look around at our politicians, industrialists and talking heads and be thankful we do not have to answer for their sins nor be covered with shame for their sinful weaknesses.
Each of you has this testimony in when Jesus says you helped people, you were there. You do have Heavenly reward which no one can take from you. I do pray that in right measure you do have in God's balance a reward here.
I will as promised keep doing the best I can in making information known even if someone is discussing confinement for the things made known here. I have bound that down and having faced lead projectiles previously, will continue on as I work for God.
It is the hard part in doing the right thing when there is no reason to do it. That is what God expects and it has it's reward in a pillow at night not worrying about the things you did to others or God. Much of the preparation now is for the time to come, so you will be ready for it. You invested now in summer sun for when the wintertime has come. For in that time people will want to know the meaning of the events and you will have a voice to make known why they are sent.
God bless each of you in establishing you in the strength and power of the Lord Christ, to make a widow's mite an adequate fortune paid out, for the fortune to be built upon God's moral Peace, to grow you in this life
to the Life eternal, in Jesus Name Amen and Amen.
Zechariah 11:12. 13
And I said unto them, If ye think good, give me my price; and if not, forbear. So they weighed for my price thirty pieces of silver.
And the LORD said unto me, Cast it unto the potter: a goodly price that I was prised at of them. And I took the thirty pieces of silver, and cast them to the potter in the house of the LORD.
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Take heed you rich, if you are not going to donate to this blog, then at least present something in works which is going out and hiring some people at a good wage to make a difference in their lives, so they can build their lives back.....as if you do not know it you millionaires and billionaires, you never worked enough for that money. That money is the accumulation of thousands of other's people labors which you have gotten.
But for the Grace of God there you travel, and fully be aware few are the rich who ever are bestowed eternal Life.
For it is easier for a camel to go through a needle's eye, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.
Luke 18:25
