I desired to share more than TL's prayer which was inspired by the Viking as all of us are in this together.
I think too of a friend in Marilyn who has been here from the beginning, and the appreciation I have for her kind words, because kind words and compassion is all we have really.
On my start up page today there was a quote which is fitting, because sometimes when we become weak all we have is the us and it is that person that we reach down into and Jesus carries forward.
The measure of a man is what happens when nothing works and you got the guts to go on.
- Tex Cobb, boxer and actor.
TL and I have been in quite a battle on the spiritual front. A great deal of other people's wills and the demons associated with them.
My children, you need to understand that you are a DNA antennae and you feel every natural electrical impulse from nature, to those generated on radio, radar and electric lines, to the reality that you pick up all the emotional energies from people who you are around......and their demons and the demons who come to afflict you.
It is important daily to do a spiritual cleaning in rebuking all of this as all of us in this darkness are bombarded since Jesus was removed from His Throne at 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue. The god of this world in satan and it's minions are in absolute control now, and the Light of the Christian draws immense fire.
I had thought it was just me, but then I heard my Mom's Pastor say something about being on vacation and almost cutting his finger off.......and his being attacked with a kidney disease until he in Jesus prayed that away.
What I have been doing is a form of "forgiveness". I will relate this again as it is important, as forgiveness does not mean condoning what someone who hurt you did. Forgiveness according to the Bible is turning that event over to God and having the Father Judge and punish.
You can scream to God daily on things that hurt you. There is no time limit on healing. Sometimes God's Holy Spirit brings things up about past hurts so you will talk to God about it as in testimony, as maybe that person's iniquity is full and their time has come. God may need your prayer to activate Him just as your filing a petition in court to start the process.
I have also been doing a personal cleaning in sending back past evils and hurts on the people who generated them, not allowing them to return, but making certain that those people feel all which they have done so they understand.
Blessing people who curse you, is not about assisting them. The Holy Ghost is a Consuming Flame. God is Perfect and when you release that perfection on a sinner, that Force starts a process of either bringing that person to repent, or it will wipe that person from this world.
I am in a state now, that nothing on the most vital things are not working, and then I have these insects buzzing me to distract me in their being asses for satan. It is depressing, it is allot of anxiety and it rips me up inside. That is not something to said for sympathy, but it is I know you understand as each of you have the same things happening to you, and Jesus had all of this too.
It is hard to be like David, but I do try to be Little Miss Sunshine Pollyanna, but I get tired too. I honestly have 97% of what I deem necessary in TL is my everything, but I want things perfect for TL and I, and in my vision that means a place secure from the world. I know that in that, the other 2% will disappear in all this stress will be gone and my health will recover fully.
That part I smile at in, I desire no mansions, no private jets or would I care for Czarina jewels to shield me from Marxists shooting the royals. Perhaps I should have asked for all of that and desired it, then I would have had a normal life.
I am sorry though and I apologize to those of you I have taxed in these problems because you care. That was never my intention as you have enough to deal with and more precious things in children and grandchildren that deserve your full attention and not me. You must care for yourselves in Christ too, as this is a spiritual warfare.
In going through all of this I have real indigation at that "spiritual warfare" line as the grandstanders of spiritual warriors always thump their chests over it for the stage, when if they were in any battle they would be too busy fighting than hamming for the attention on the stage. Most days I feel like I have my nails hanging on the edge while being pelted by boulders trying to knock me loose.
The first thing is to always focus on you with God. Then the family you love in making certain that house is doing the best you can and handing the rest over to Jesus as that is His job. I come somewhere after taking out the trash.
I never want any of you to be burdened by me as you hear the witness against those who have chosen to go to hell. Those people will never be gotten to, to donate or to open their hearts to God. They are vessels for destruction as they are weights upon the good of this world to burden them.
I was mentioning to Mom about my siblings in how they always made me feel like a cat being petted the wrong way as their evil is so opposite of the Peace of Christ. Some people are that way in exhausting you and some have an ability to stick a straw into you to suck your energy from you, as they are soul feeders and is how they are always so perky.
You have to understand about people in being different creatures and you need to shield, rebuke and protect yourself in Christ as that contrary energy is always trying to retune you like banging on a piano.
You have to take care of yourselves first. That is the reality for the good of my children. The brats will have already seized upon that as an excuse to be more selfish, but people can not be deceived unless they are willing.
God be in you my children and God's Holy Ghost direct you, to keep you in the Way, the Truth and the Life in Jesus Name Amen and Amen
agtG
